The tear trickled down his cheeks dissolved into nothingness as it was trickling down his cheeks. At that moment a transformation occurred to him a very peculiar one.
His everything could be said to have turned gray, his hair eyes skin everything. The aura surrounding had also changed, if sickness and death described his aura back then now it could be said to have become more mysterios. Intangible and illusionary, dreadful and fearful and negative this was his current aura, but he wasn't at all ecstatic.
Although he knew that the transformation would inevitably come he didn't know that it would take an important part of him and he was enraged.
His positive emotions were gone... all he could feel was absolute nothingness, if explained in emotion it was rationality...
In the end his ghostly bloodline didn't affect him but instead the supernatural perception that he always thought highly of.
'Why would heaven do this why, its unfair! All I dreamt of was a comfortable life, why would they rob me of this, WHY!?' in the end Cylius was screaming.
'Because it was meant to be. Nothing is fair, power is everything. Power is equality, power is foundation, power is the ultimate rule that every being would follow.'
'But why. why? WHY? There is countless people out there, why can't they choose them. WHY ME!?'
'Because we are weak. You are weak, I am weak. In order to live a comfy life we need power immense power to suppress everything. We should be grateful to have obtained this power with this.'
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Like this the two minds within argued against each other. The room was sound proof so no one had heard the chaotic wills coming from one person. In the end the two will stopped arguing and combined together.
Due to the sudden cut off emotion, multiple personalities were born at the moment of desperation and desolation.
Cylius could be said to be have schizophrenia from birth but his case was special. Usually people with many personalities like him would end up having a chaotic personality, and end up going insane. But if said the many personalities were controlled by one main one.
He was a high intellect person who was a genius from birth. At the day of three he had gained the basic consciusness, and at the month of one his intelligence was equal to a three year old kid.
At the age of one his intelligence was equal to a normal adult. Well if he was the normal high intelligent genius he would've been discovered by the orphanage immediately. But due to the many personalities he had he managed to hide it, and it was also at this age did his perosonality problem get fine.
His way of doing was simple, he would let all the personality types battle it out with each other using psychology, otherwise before his actions wouldn't at all be too much conspicious. But even if the multiple personalities had covered it, his actions still depicted a genius, so it was normal for him to be monitored since the age of one.
Using psychology and various tests the rational and logical brain of him won, thus becoming the main personality. His other personalities had no other way than to be controlled by it, until now they were perfectly under control but due to the sudden erasion of positive emotions the control over them has lost control.
All the emotions were leaned towards comfort, yet the erasion of it brought great despair and sadness to all of them. Even the main rationality suffered this, not to mention others. Although he could create them with intense emotions piled up together, it would only be an artificial one, never being able to exist on their own without them acting.
In a simplified matter the multiple true emotions of Cylius stemmed from the soul, a natural born. But the act of creating falso emotions would be tricking all of them in order to creat the truest one by multilying the trace left by the previous positive emotions.
So they could be switched on and off and they also needed to be in a dangerous state of not being able to remain conscious of their act by focusing all of their attention into falsely creating them.
But comfort wasn't an original emotion they weren't able to find enough trace of it and create a false one, their mind power was lacking. It would also be extremely dangerous, if explained simply comfort was in every emotion and wasn't an individual emotion on its own.
So naturally seperating it by force would make them feel sadness. If judged by emotion it was a loss but if judged by logic it was an advantage. Comfort was a deadly polluting thing that were bad to them and now that it was seperated they returned to their original pure state.
But it was definitely a loss for Cylius, he lived for comfort now it was destroyed but a new purpose had emerged to become stronger and possibly strengthen his mind to create a possibly new independant 'comfort'. But the requirement was harsh, possibly only third grade or higher mind power could he do that.
Quickly calming down the 'anger', 'rational' took control. Now he wasn't interested in games at all maybe obtaining money out of it could be the only reason.
Still he could absorb fear and any other negative emotions it seems most likely due to the evil yin gene that is constantly turning him into a mythological creature 'ghost'. Well at least absorbing emotion brought pleasure so why not, at least pleasure wasn't robbed because of the negative side to it.
Pleasure could tempt people and turn them into mindless monsters and it was also the only plausible reason for it not being lost. At least with pleasure he could kill time, though comfort was still the ultimate for him, this was the after effects of the pollution.
After all this he went out to the Training Hall, the most important thing for him to do now was to determine what could bring pleasure to him.